I seem to be in this state again, and it's okay. I'll not try to fight against it; I'll accept it for what it is. It's another feeling, another impermanence. I'll take it easy. I'll allow myself to simply be.
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Lost
I am floating about weightlessly in deep space, undeterred by outside forces. Perhaps sooner or later, I will drift into a gravitational field of some sort. Or not. Only time will tell. I'm not on drugs, I swear. On a more serious note, this feels depressing. Much of what I used to find important no … Continue reading Lost
Refocusing
When I have a set routine and I'm constantly trying to better myself, I feel as though I'm tired of striving. When I try to be more lenient and relaxed, I feel lost and directionless. From everything matters to nothing matters, my viewpoint changes from one extreme to the other. As I was writing this, … Continue reading Refocusing
Anxiety
Don't have a job yet, just searching for jobs... and I feel like I'm already about to die. These aren't even in-person jobs! They're remote jobs, the freelance type. I've taken a step back and decided that I don't need to make a regular income. If I can make $100 a month to pay for … Continue reading Anxiety
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