When I have a set routine and I’m constantly trying to better myself, I feel as though I’m tired of striving. When I try to be more lenient and relaxed, I feel lost and directionless. From everything matters to nothing matters, my viewpoint changes from one extreme to the other.
As I was writing this, I thought the issue was with balance. Perhaps it is, but I think my interests and priorities are also reshaping. In turn I am feeling unstable as my old world shifts beneath me. Viewing it from this perspective makes me feel excited. I’m actually looking forward to this now. I had been afraid of what I might do in the future–at one moment I feel I’ve found something of which I will never let go, and the next… well, it’s gone–but now I think I could be even better.
Alright. Here we go. Let’s see what the future brings.
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